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I sometimes don’t realize on how alone I am. I miss certain people and I know that i’ll never get them back…. I cried tonight. But it was a good cry. I got to put certain people in the past… but i still miss them

If I never messed up, would I still be so lucky to have you by my side? Sometimes I wish I could see the future and what it has in store for me, but I guess somethings are best a surprise. 

IDK WHY….

Idk why, but for some reason I’m sad tonight. Maybe that’s weird but idk, at the same time it makes sense. Don’t get me wrong, this last week has been honestly pretty awesome, I got to see all my close friends, and just relax, it’s been wicked nice. But at the same time I feel like nothing is the same. Like I somehow made things weird and that it might not go back to normal. People always tell me on how I ALWAYS over react, and i’ll admit, I do a lot of the times. But when I do it’s because there is a pretty good reason. It may not end up being what was really wrong, but it usually relates somehow. So when I over think things, I don’t want to talk to people because I’m worried that’s all they will say, and I usually don’t like to hear it. In this last week I’ve thought a lot about WHO I AM… and my answer is simply. “Im me”. To some people that may not make sense but to others, you may get exactly what I mean. I love my friends and I love my family, but I just wish things could go my way sometimes. Maybe that’s selfish of me….Idk…. But lately, I know I’ve not been my happiest. Things go well, but the reaction isn’t what I expect. Again, perhaps I’m over thinking things…. or maybe, just maybe…. I’m exactly right for once. 

Have you ever thought about how many people think about you? It’s so bizarre. Imagine someone, out of the blue, thinking of your face. Something happens; they remember you. Your favorite song, how you dress, the way you talk, the look in your eyes when you are happy. They remember that about you, even if you haven’t seen each other in years. Everything in life is a reminder of a person, a place, a moment. You may think you’ve forgotten, but you haven’t.

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